There are people that come into our lives suddenly. We experience a range of emotions and sometimes find ourselves dealing with them alone. Maybe you aren't alone? Maybe you are. It doesn't quite matter about the other person when you're only in control of your own feelings/emotions. It's confusing when we feel something but can't do anything else with those feelings. Its like you're boarding a ship that you know all too well and know where it leads yet you still stay for drinks because why the fuck not?